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Heather Louise Porter's avatar

I faced this twice in my life. Once at 14, once at 34. Both times planned to a T. Both times I just barely stayed here in this 3D. Both times wrecked with grief and finality. And exhaustion. Your courageous sharing inspires me to share. Blessed be the black dogs, the wolf sisters, and the night bringers. And blessings on all the souls who opted out. We all have our reasons… may the transitions, whenever they occur, be grace-filled.

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Audrey Nova di Mola's avatar

heather. it was a sign from my nana in the otherworld (her name is louise) to hear from you. <3 black dogs, wolf sisters, night bringers. wow, i HEAR you. and i hear you holding the both/and-ed-ness of suicidality in a beautiful and real way. thank you for feeling like this space can hold your Truth about this. i am honored and don't take it lightly. Love, Love to you. <3

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Ruth's avatar

Reading this late at night/early morning and feeling and sending much love to you. We need authentic, truthful, soulful voices like yours to help us on our way. I don't/haven't had the words but your beautiful writing lit a path for me and allowed me to see differently. Thank you

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Audrey Nova di Mola's avatar

ruth, i appreciate and receive this Deeply. if there is anything i hope for my life itself and what i share-- it is to open up the potentiality for Another Way. thank you for these heart-full words, for receiving me, and this. <3 <3

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Carol Ann Talbot's avatar

i’m not mentioning it for dramatic effect; i’m mentioning it because it’s True. !!!!!!!!!!!!

Right! xx

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Stasha Ginsburg's avatar

Rereading this. It’s an important piece. Thank you for sharing your journey.

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